Some days I miss you
The ways you took care of me when I couldn’t
Everything wasn’t bad
We just weren’t healthy for each other
It’s days like this I wonder
How things could have been different
Or did they work out like they were supposed to…

*I had a dream of a secret door*

*A gateway to a place where spirits soar*

*A land full of magic and light*

*Where bonfires illuminate the starry night*

*Your voice promised a future brighter than today*

*Your soft caresses inviting me to stay*

*I’ll hold you forever and cherish your kiss*

*Your life before you’ll never miss*

* *

*Forget all the heartaches lies and pain*

*All the promises made in vain*

*As we lay here our bodies entwined *

*Oh how I longed to leave it behind *

*This life of bitterness pain and regret *

*All of my life I wished to forget *

*But I knew better deep within my heart*

*You can’t forget your past to begin a new start*

*Can you except my mistakes from the past*

*Cause surly those won’t be the last*

*Softly touching my eyes she did seek*

*My soul melted my will became weak*

*These words she spoke softly in my ear*

*As she pulled my tired head near*

*My love is eternal don’t you see*

*I am you and you are me*

*This doorway before which you stand*

*It leads within not some magical land*

*Seek first self love before you find me*

*And then your magic will be set free*

*Do not be shackled mired in the past *

*Heal those wounds be free at last*

*You are me and I am you*

*Search your heart you’ll find it’s true*

*As the fire burned low the moon began to set*

*Speaking these last words she wasn’t done yet*

*Open your heart do not be weak*

*Then the door will open you’ll find what you seek*

*Loving yourself that is the key*

*Once you realize this then you’ll find me*

*With a last kiss she faded away *

*I cried and I cried as I begged her to stay*

*My eyes opened the door disappeared *

*Forgetting those words is what I most feared *

*I think I understand the meaning of my dream*

*Forgiveness and self love is important it would seem*

*To be able to give completely my heart*

*Loving myself is the first part*

*Come to me when it is time*

*Our spirits will meet in rhythm and rhyme *

*We will dance to music only we hear*

*Our souls singing when the other is near*

*I’ll continue to work on myself and grow*

*So when we do meet we will both know *

*That a love eternal we have found*

*Until the last star has fallen to the ground*

* -salmonriverpoetry-*